Crazy life after UEC

UEC was over
i really don't know i'm thinking about

distraught
confuse
mayb this is wat i am

anyone can tell me wat i should do?
anyone can tell me wat i can do?

as she is busying for her work
i am boring for my life

who can tell me wat should i do for her
i know
verbally encourages are useless
but
wat else i can do for her?

as the time went
my life become shorter
is it meaningless?